… now that I’m 21 my mom felt it was time to talk to me about drinking. Especially drinking in a club setting. She doesn’t want me to have my drink spike. She believes horrible things will happen to me, as well, I’ll go crazy like my father’s brother did. LOL
Moms - Where do they get these things from.
So today I turn the big 21. I invited all of my close friends, a few acquaintances to dinner and to accompany my to my favorite club. Tonight was suppose to be a great night of laughter, drinking, and all around fun. Unfortunately, everyone has canceled on me. I have one friend that didn’t cancel so I don’t know what to do.
Should I still have the dinner, with just my brother, his fiance, and my one friend? I feel a little pathetic. I might even cancel, but I feel bad for my one friend that took the day off of work for my b-day. She’s definitely is one good friend. I’ve only known her since summer last year, and she’s more of a friend than my friends I’ve know since elementary.
If I didn’t before believe, I truly need new friends now. Should I even bother talking to these people anymore.
But I ask again, should I even still have the dinner?
This is awful. Things like this shouldn’t be happening in to todays society.
GPOYW: ichattin’ with miss sharon ariana! see me?
You kind of looks like Frankenstein. LOL
Me today. Thinking about making a video. I’ll see.
Janet Jackson – ‘Doesn’t really matter’ “Nutty, nutty, nutty”
Take me back to the old days.
Tears In Heaven - Eric Clapton
I was listening to this song while driving in the car. And I realize something that I never realize I wanted. I want to know true love before I die. Don’t mistake this for those that say, ” I don’t want to die alone”, for this is totally unrelated. I don’t think I would mine dying alone, as long as I knew what true love at one point in life.
The love you can only receive from that special individual. The type of love that: lets you be yourself even at your dumbest moments; when holding hands never gets old; looking into their eyes and feel the warmth of their love; a single touch can calm you down no matter the problem; they know what you’re thinking before you say it.
I’m not saying this love has to last forever. Even the heartache felt by the possible break up is a reminder of the joy you once had. That love. That is what I want to now before I pass on.
I truly adore this man!
